I Know That I Should Be More Independent

without make up
tried to smile

do revision whole evening for sure..

but there have a bunch of shit thing need to study..

damn it..

hate exam..

hate textbook..

still have numerous chapter have to go..

oh gosh..

kill me please...

exam is a nightmare for me..

today, i very miss you..

under stress for whole day..

try my best to let myself get rid of tension..

i fail to do it..

tried my best to smile..

but the picture was fake..

hate myself..

i really need your accompany..

at least, give me some support or encouragement..

i know you can't accompany me due to you're enjoying your Langkawi trip..

so, i didn't ask for anything from you..

Jas Low, you should be more independent and tough..

don't rely on man too much..

if you think you can, you can..

i wish i can do it..

just now, i ask you about the sales report..

i thought you'll tell me automatically..

so, i'm keep waiting for your answer..

in fact, will you tell me automatically if i didn't ask?

my heart f*cking pain after heard the answer..

quite disappointed..

never mind..

maybe is my problem..

-The End-

I'm Such A Sick Cat

revision
exam are around the corner

Oh My God...

i'm sick again..sigh!!!

exam are around the corner..

i'm under stress right now..

no doubt..

today, i just stay at home and do my revision..

there have many chapter are waiting for me..

what can i do is study study and study..

actually i'm lackadaisical for whole day..

no mood study at all due to i haven't recover from fever..

those medicine are useless for me..

HATE IT...

i'm such a sick cat..haiz..

evening, Yu Bin call me and inform me that they're organized a PD's trip during sem break..

i don't know weather want join a not..

all depend my dear gang..

if they got go, i'll go for sure..

Mr. Yu Bin, i hope you'll start your revision after we end the call..

don't waste time anymore..

stop watching your '超人' show..

you thought you're child???

watch this kind of show..

really beh tahan you..

today's morning, my Dinosour are arrive Langkawi..

i think he was enjoying his trip right now..

i'm miss you now..

have you sneezing over there???

take good care over there..

i'm waiting for your sales report..

hiak hiak^^

continue my revision again..

sigh!!!

-The End-

Special Friend For Me

my shoe in his hand
Mon Siu and Ken

just saw my blog's comment wrote by ken..

a friend who i know when we study business last time..

walao..miss him so much..

we have a long long time didn't meet up after you oversea..

when you back M'sia???

i still remember the day we know each other although it's happen 3years ago..

a people who sell pirated DVD is the first impression you gave..

maybe is your dressing got problem..

got a bit frumpish..

might be you'll feel frustrated after heard it..

anyway, i'm so sorry to mention about that..

sorry for my straightforward..

now, you're change a lot in your dressing..

haha^^

i'll never forget the prologue when we met..

that day, you sit beside me during lecture..

and you keep shake your leg while the lecture going..

normally my friends won't shake their leg front of me due to i dislike this motion seriously..

because it's was so scandalous for me..

sorry about that..

that just my own opinion..

i can't stand it anymore then i start our first conversation,

'Mr, can you don't shake your leg?'

you feel embarrass about that..

kinda funny when i think back..

what a unforgettable memory between of us..

we are starting become closer since that time..i guess..

everytime meet you, you also will make me laughing..

i don't know why..

maybe is your joke..

maybe is your face..

maybe is your botak..

wahaha^^

Mon and you are my friends who daring to challenge botak..

that why i keep call you Sami Ken..

let's eat be vegetarian together..

i still remember you used to laugh at me when i eat vegetarian for whole month last time..

between, i really feel guilty after lie someone..

so, i just start to be vegetarian..

sounds like stupid right???

every single memory between us..

i'll always keep in my heart..

as you say, time...what a cruel defination..

years are pass so fast,

now we are adults already..

it's time for us to become mature..

we should take responsible on what decision we do right now..

we are can't indulgent like last time anymore..

so,promise me you will fighting for your future, ok?

no matter how, you're a so so special friends for me in my life..

a special friends who sell pirated DVD..kaka^^

anyway, thank for you bring me a wonderful memory..

wish you can lead your life happily..

gambateh in your study ya..

take good care ya..my dude..

-The End-

Moody

I'm moody when view someone's blog..
although that's his previous blog..
but i'm disappointed when i saw it..
i know that i unable to change your perception..
all the thing are out of my control..
just want to tell you..
i never treat you as buoy..
please don't deny my love for you last time..
it's was hurt for me..
i really love you very much while we are couple..
perhaps you don't know..
our relationship face crisis due to communication's problem..
do you still remember what i mention to you last time???
i said that i lose passion in our relationship already..
sorry for straightforward..
i just told you about my feeling at that moment..
i afraid the problem will be more serious if i didn't tell you frankly..
i thought you'll do something and build up my confident in our love again..
maybe you tried..
but not what i expectance..
what can i said is sorry..
by the way,
thank you love me, caring of me and protect me last time..
our memory i'll keep in my heart..
promise me that you'll lead your life happily..
however, we are friend right now..

-The End-

Finally...

i like the bear bear very much
someone serious in study

finally you're back..

i'm happy and excited..

wake up around 6am something due to promise you need arrive 8am..

and be your alarm..

but, i also arrive 8.30am..

i know that i'm late..

you hug me when you saw me..

feel hapiness..

finally, i can hug by you..

my heart are full of hapiness..

so sweet..

waiting for him prepare all the thing..

after breakfast, then he drop me at TARC's library..

then he go UTAR and settle something..

back home when both of us settle our thing..

wahaha..

back his house after that,

rest at there awhile due to i'm tired..

long time didn't chat with him le..

very enjoy every single moment with him..

go BW have our lunch..

we order 2 Thai's fried rice with a cincau..

he complaint to me that he not full..

walao..u geng loh..

i almost can't finish the rice..

got a bit bit oily to me..

can't eat too much of this kind of thing..

headed to Jimmy's house after have a lunch with Dinosour..

because i realise that my notes are not complete..

in the end, all of them also same with me..

because our notes from the same subscriber..

wahaha^^

so, i just copy some tips and guildline from them..

tomorrow still need lend the PR writing textbook from Eng Eng..

after that, back home because i'm sleepy..

i must back home ASAP..

arrive home 5pm, home sweet home..

actually i miss my Mr. Bed..

5pm sleep until 8.30pm..

if my dinosour didn't call me..

i think that i won't wake up..

after that, Luke call me..

i'm very happy like hell..

you have 2week didn't call me..

i miss you so so much..

you tell me that you was bored over there..

no mamak, no roti canai and your favourite maggie mee goreng..

always beer, beer and beer..

wahaha..cham loh..

can't imagine is my turn to oversea..

sommore need stay at there for few years..

scary man..

we have a lots of fun when chatting..

i'm happy when you bring me a good news..

that is ken and you'll back KL when 26th in this month..

yipee!!!

when you come back, we must meet up..

have a long long time didn't meet you..

miss you like hell man..

i really can't adapt with my life without you..

no one listen to my complaint..

no one entertain me..

no one play with me..

you're the one who most know me well in this world..

you're a part of my life..

since the day you leave, i just realise that you're a person who important for me..

Luke, faster come back la..

-The End-

4th- The Day You Back

4/1/2009
finally you're back to me
dinner time

my lovely- Thai Food

love 100plus

the fish quite nice

can't sleep well for whole night because i'm waiting for his call..

i worry about him..

he call me around 11am something..i guess..

continue sleep after the call..

wake up around 12.30pm..

today, mummy keep ask me about my bedroom's design..

paiseh nia..

i haven't decide what i should buy and how to design it..

i'll let you know after CNY..

now your daughther me need prepare for exam war..

my exam coming soon..

but i haven't prepare well...

that's not me..

where are you going, Jas Low???

today, i keep ask people about the tips about P&P..

can't get the good feedback..

sigh!!!

suddenly, Pinky dear msg me 'if you want P&P tips, call me'

i call her after saw the msg because I NEED TIPS SO MUCH..

i can't wait anymore..

because i won't let myself resit..

convo are waiting for me..

today, i just read few chapter of PR writing..

feel sleepy after read...

go for shower but it was useless for me..

maybe i can't read textbook..

hate textbook..

hate exam too..

it's was make me stressful..

dinner time when my parents back..

yeah..

we're going Thai Restaurant at Yulek..

there have my favourite - Tom Yam..

oh my god..

i love it so so much..

enjoy my meal today..

kinda satisfied..

another good news,

my dinosour coming back today..

yipee..damn happy..

although he are not back for me purposely..

but i also feel excited...

i have a long long time didn't meet with him..

miss him so so much..

waiting for his call now..

because he just arrive KL..

darling..

finally you're back to me..

but tuesday's night you have to off to Langkawi..

not much time for us to meet..

never mind..

i'll appreciate every single moment when spent with you..

gambateh in your study ya..

i'll support you always..

-The End-

3rd- The 16th Day

me
S.H.E's Fan

two mini U mobile T-shirt

free gift

today, wake up around 12pm..

wahaha..

don't know can said overslept or not???

because have to arrive sg wang at 2.30pm..

go 3rd floor meet fanny then we go sg wang 4th floor together..

start from beginning, both of us can't find the venue..

finally, we are arrive there safety..

at least, didn't got lost..

very happy can meet spring at there..

afterward, i saw joshyn, pooi ling, yvvone, renee and shirlyn..

happy like hell because i know them when we working at sg wang roadshow..

luckily not many stranger..

hehe^^

we start our job after we get the prepaid number..

haha..

quite happy today because both of us hits our target before having our meal..

wink wink**

after that, we go food court to have our meal with rain and ryan(don't know got spell wrong a not)

both of them are S.H.E's fans..

we keep gossip gossip at there after eating..

have a lots of fun when chat with u all..

back for working again after eat,

walao..

got a bit bit lazy do already..

suddenly, they have many special offer and want us promote it..

wahaha..

good good..

8pm, all the people start high already..

they keep shout over there..

beh tahan them..

10pm, then back home..

because exhausted plus very hungry already..

sigh!!!

my shoulder start pain already..

damn it..

i just get a bad news from darling..

he keep tell me 'i have no ideas already..'

suddenly, i feel damn useless because i can't help him..

darling..i'm sorry ya..

i really hope that i can by your side..

although i can't do anything for you in this moment..

at least i can give you some encouragement..

but i can't..

darling, my heart very pain when see u like this..

don't know why i seem like can feel your feeling right now..

i know i'm useless..

can't help you anything..

darling~~

what i can do for you???

sob sob**

-The End-

2nd- The 15th Days

my lovely bottle- NIKE

the first gift that get from euuu..thank darling..

miss you so so much
i love NIKE

today, just stay at home..

watching tv, sleeping, dreaming..

actually got date but i lazy hang out..

arrange my notes after wake up..

in that moment, i just realise i never get tutorial question from the sei TB..

DAMN IT..

how to exam without tutorial question???

i must go and get past year question already..

can't wait anymore..somemore this is my first exam's subject..

by the way, I HATE YOU..

my exam time table..

14/1 (am) P&P SC2

16/1 (pm) PR Writing SC2

19/1 (pm) Public opinion CH

3/2 (pm) Media & Ads PA11

i hate this time table so so much..

i thought that i can finish my paper before CNY..

spoil my mood and also my HK's trip..

hate it..hate it..

at night, i go pasar malam with my lao po, April..

miss her so so much..

we just go there for buy some stuff..

i saw many friends when pasar malam..

haha^^

saw my 10years's best friend, Kenneth Lam with his buddy, Jackson..

and old bean, Oli Lim with his gf..

walao..

old bean, you walk front of me..

but i just recognized you after 10minutes..

wahaha..very funny..

by the way, your's gf are very shame..

make me no dare chat with her..

haha..

afterward, saw Nai Shean..

but he didn't saw me..

cz too crowd already..

haiz..

evening, receive a bad news from JK Tan..

he can't back KL on saturday..

sigh!!!

damn disappointed..

blue mood today..

never mind la..

i understand your situation..

when you back KL, i think is my turn..

i have no time to accompany you already due to my exam are coming soon..

sigh!!!

when we just can meet up???

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

wish can shout now...

i very miss you..

i didn't meet you for 15days already..

what can do???

just can waiting..

sigh!!!

really miss you badly..

-The End-

1st- The 14th Day

1st of January
1st picture in 2009

red- new tooth brush

what a brand new day

new skin care product

Leisure Mall

Leisure Mall's cinema

two large popcorn eat by four people

cost RM17

dinner time

chinese restaurant

salad prawn

i never touch it

my favourite

this cost RM90..

mamie prawn

today is 1st of January 2009..

what a brand new day..

i use my new tooth brush and new skin care product..

NANO's product quite suitable me..

when wake up, i thought that have a delicious breakfast waiting for me..

who knows my mum just buy 'you zha gui'..

not nice at all because i dislike oily food..

but i stil eat a bit bit loh..

evening, movie time with siblings and cousin..

we watch 'Lady Cop and Papa Crook'..

oh my god..this movie is shit..

i don't understand at all..

waste my money..

!#%^%&%*%$%#%^..

after that, off to PGRM there have our dinner..

DE MO restaurant..( i don't know got spell wrong a not?)

haha..

daddy order many dish..

all of us also try our best to finish it..

our dinner cost RM370++..

i forget the actual number already..

after that, we all gossip gossip at there..

10pm, back home..

today's morning..

my mum keep tell me about her sister my auntie's story..

walao..spoil my mood after hearing..

really give me a big surprise in 2009..

sigh!!!

i feel pity and guilty to my auntie..

how come my family's story so dramatic???

because i never think this kind of shit thing will happen on people who surround me..

i totally agree with my mummy..

she said 'marry=burial'

i won't marry if i can't meet my Mr. right..

so, i'll be more brave, tough, independent and won't rely on men..

what can do is i'll study hard and try my best get my degree..

as my parents always tell me, 'knowledge can change everything in your life'

yeah!!!i agree with it..

daddy mummy, i won't disappointed you..

today, i ask my dinosour weather that he really back on saturday a not?

but he answer me 'don't know'

a bit bit disappointed..

but never mind la..

better than you break your promise..

JK Tan, sorry about yesterday..

i really need to calm down..

darling, sorry that i'm moody when chat with you..

today, i very miss you..

full of expectance on the day you back KL..

when you back, i want hug you tighly..

miss your hug so so much..

waiting for you..

-The End-

31th- The 13th Day

January
February
March
April
May
June

July

August

September

October

November

December

all my 2008 picture have upload..
bye bye 2008..

welcome 2009..

all the best ya...

2008

January- start fighting with exam

February- have a memorable trip in Shenzhen during CNY

March- have a special dinner with family in Thai restaurant

April- have a memorable's sushi meal with my ex, Hengcai

May- have a memorable and wonderful redang trip with PALIA GANG and i lose my dearest lao po, E-lyn

June- giving a surprise birthday to Palia Zai, Soon Shiang

July- first time attend my bf's convocation, now is past tense already

August- have many memorable birthday celebration for whole week 23th- 30th with my friends

September- exam war again

October- have a special, meaningful and memorable genting trip with Luke and my gang

November- Luke going Australia for his study, working part time and meet someone special for me

December- MEGA SALES are surround us so shopping times with all my dear friends, sibling and cousins

2008 is a wonderful and challenging years for me..

the most sadness is i lose my dearest lao po, Wong E-lyn..

R.I.P, my dearest..miss you and love you forever..

i don't know how long i just can accept the truth that you are leave me..

i ever think that TIME is a best medicine in this world..

what i can say is that are NOT..

TIME can't delete anything, exspecially memory in our heart..

what i can do is try to let my life become more busy..

maybe just busy can cure the painful in my heart..

i never tell anyone about my feeling in my bottom's heart..

because no people will care about it and i hate to cry front of people..

i really not willing to show my crying face front of people..

maybe i am a person who ego..

secondly, i hurt someone who love me very much..

by the way, thanks for all the memory that you bring for me..

i appreaciate it very much..

Hengcai, promise me that you'll be happy always..

wish you can fins your hapiness in your future..

thirdly, i lose a best friend..

a friend who very care about me..

a friend who i feel comfortable when together with him..

he always give me support and encourage me when i down and moody..

and he also giving help hand while i need help in assignment..

i know that i'm disappointed on me..

i know that we're can't like previous..

but i really wish both of us can do it..

sorry that i hurt you already..

what i can do is give you sometime to calm down and say sorry to you..

although i know sorry are no cure..

by the way,

i still very care about you..

i wish to get your news but i scare u hate me..

i really wish can let you know all my feeling..

i still very care about you..

because you're my friend..

a friend who the most sayang and care about me..

i really miss the moment that we are together..

thanks for your memory..

our memory are always in my heart..

anyway, goodbye to 2008..

-The End-