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Maxx and Me

today, i'm late again..maxx said will fetch me at 12pm but i woke up around 11.30..
LOL, that's me..no choice..
shower after woke up, and dress up myself with speedy..
so, maxx picked me around 1.30pm..
off to KDU college for further information about my bachelor degree..but the registration fees are killing me when i knew it..it's cost me 550bucks..oh gosh!!!
but, i haven't pay yet..have to waiting for the Murdoch University reply..
just can waiting and waiting..
headed to ikea after our lunch, we keep play over there like nobody business..
*silly us*
we bought something before we leave..that's ABC's cookie..yum yum~~
back home afterward..
after shower, received JR's call..he said that he and Alex gonna arrive my house within 10mintutes..
can you tell me early next time?always last minute..
and, can you give me some time for dress up myself?
we go yulek have our tom yam dinner..i love the tom yam soup..
afterward, we go station one for beer..
JR keep smoking over there since that day he broke up with mun yi..heartache when i saw that..sigh!!!
are you forget that you ever promised me that you will quit?
i hope you will stop this..that is our promise..
and, stop pretend nothing front of me..i'm your buddy, your best friend..
you thought you could cheat me?
i know what you are thinking of but please don't have this kind of thinking..please don't..
i won't leave my friends alone when they are face those problem..
anyway, do take good care of yourself..
don't forget you ever promised wanna take care of me..
so, you better take good care first..
cheer up ya..buddy..

today, i get my pc fair job..work as apple promoter..wohoo~
i'm happy when i received CK's call..boss ever promised treat us haagen daz..but, too bad that i can't complete those three days due to i have another job..
i just realized that i have to working start from 20/7-21/7, 28/7-29/7, 31/7-7/8
luciky, 30th is off..if not, i afraid i will get mad..1st-2nd of aug is pc fair job..
although i will be tired, but i can't say NO to money..no choice, i can't live without money..
actually not bad, can earn money..not need stay at home everyday like useless..
earn more, spent more..wohoo~






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如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他给你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力 把我忘记

what a nice song attach with a meaningful lyric..
touching**
if i leave one day, i hope you guys won't forget me..
my joke,

my stupid face,
my voice,
my smile,
and my everything..

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He's Back

no doubt, he backed his hometown already..I think that he sit in bus with comfortably right now..i miss him like crazy because we didn't meet each other since Saturday..
i feel bad can't meet him before he backed hometown due to my car's maintenance..
sigh!!!
i really can't live without car..luckily i got friend willing be my driver..
thank for you guys ya..touching**
by the way, take good care ya..darling..
no hug for any gals..
drink more water..
reduce your sales..
enjoy your hometown's life ya..
lastly, must miss me..

p/s: sat is my lao po convo..can't waiting for this..fish's daddy allow she go with me..wohoo~

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Yesterday

BEFORE

AFTER

finally and finally, i have a hair cut for myself..
actually i wanna trim my fringe long long time ago due to my dino not very like i trim my fringe, so i try to leave it long..he said like a kid..sad nia..
in the end, i can't stand it anymore because it was like block my sight..
wohoo~my fringe are coming back and nothing can block my sight anymore..
took my car for repair after hair cut..they all said i look like kid?
JR and Alex also said like that when they came my house..
oh my god!!!am i?


yesterday, i made a decision..
i choose to attend my lao po's convo although i wish to back penang with my little dino..
Lao Po, i also wanna thank you..love you so so much..
i know you hope i can back with him because you are not willing to see me worry too much when he are not around me..
but, your convo just got one time in your life..i afraid i will regret in future if i miss it..
no matter how, i wish i can attend because you are my lovely girl..
meanwhile, i wanna apologize to my dino..sorry that i can't back with you..
and thank for you understanding and considerate..I'm happy that you are so so understanding..
i just knew that you have a bunch of plans..
actually I'm happy and touching once you told me that you have many plans with me..
you lets me felt happiness..OH MY GOD~
the feeling are coming back..have a thousand years didn't have this feeling already..
i don't know how to describe the feeling..
promise me, hold me tight if you really love me..
i won't simply let you go..i will try my best to maintain our relationship..
Tan Tien How,

" I LOVE YOU "

*你让我再一次相信永远*

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Friend?or Lover?

VIP- my lovely lao po, April Cheong

VIP- my darling, JK Tan

Oh My God!!!
well, i have no idea right now..
next Saturday is my lovely lao po's convo..
but JK Tan will be back his hometown on Wednesday..
i wish to back with him because i know he maybe will have a long time can't back his hometown..
at the same time, i also wish i can attend my lao po's convo..
i know that day is a meaningful day for her..
two of them are my bf and VIP..
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
what should i choose???
how i gonna to choose???
why i always face this kind of shit thing???
anyone can tell me???


i need



an

ANSWER!!!!

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Dessert Day

hahahahahahaha!!!
well, i have a sweet date with my little dino today..
headed to TBR find darling after shower..
fetched him and his friends go campus due to they have to hand up theirs assignment..
afterward, back home shower and dress up himself..
we booked 5pm k room..
wohoo!!!actually i love to sing k with my bf..
but all my ex not very interest of this..
finally, i get a bf who love sing k..YEAH!!!
we get a biggest room for two person today..
after one and half hours, they request us change to a smallest room..
OMG**both of us can't accept AT ALL..
because it's TOO SMALL..sigh~~
off to kepong have dessert after fetched Jack and his gf, Yee Ai..
very happy nia..
i miss my mango pudding so so much..
saw Maxx and secondary's school friend over there..
really have a thousand years never meet them already..
i ordered a mango noodles shared with dino..
and jack ordered a 'yong zi gam loo' shared with yee ai..
very nice la..i very miss my mango noodles..
missing**
back home after dessert..
that all for today..



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游鴻明

Ice Age 3

yesterday went mid valley for this movie..
some more, we bought 3D version tickets..
RM35 for two person..
expensive?i have no idea..hehe*
the glasses is so big..
the 3D was so real..but got a bit bored after half an hour..
no choice, my Dino wanna watch it..
Friday is your turn to accompany me watch my movie..
Dance Subaru..I'm coming..




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Final Destination 4

Oh My God*
I'm exciting after this trailer..i waiting for this movie 3 years already..
sommore is digital 3-D..
i really can't wait anymore..
august august august..
fast fast come la..
my little dino, you must watch with me..you can't run ya..
i never ever watched this movie with my bf in cinema before..
exciting now..wohoo~




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The Truth

well, I'm kinda moody because i knew something.
maybe i knew too much about it.
it's kinda affected my mood.
for me, humans are kind of species that most complicated in this world.
i admitted that i believe in someone easily.
is that my fault also?
i thought once you treat people with your most sincere heart, they will treat you in the same way too.
in the end, this is what i get.
should i wake up?
what i can said is..

I'm fucking disappointed when I knew the truth

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222Days

last day of June..our 222days..
argument happen again..
maybe you are right..
our style not match at all..
i couldn't give what you want..
and you couldn't give what i want..
actually, i thought you will not treat me like my ex..
when you leave me alone over there..
the feeling are coming back..
full of fear and helpless..
hate this feel very very much..
I'm sorry that i have no confident on our love at this moment..
please give me some time to build it up..
i wanna ask you..
are you happy when together with you???
do you wanna continue???
my heart keep bleeding when you treat me like this..
i thought you will not like this..
but you did it..it's torn my heart..
totally speechless this time..
despite we act like nothing happen after this..
but you leave me a scar in my bottom heart..
please give me some time..
i need calm down right now..




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Intricacy

i don't know what should i answer you when you ask me 'izzit we just can be friend forever?'
my answer is 'I don't know because nobody can predict any happen on tomorrow or future..'
i know that you afraid I'm not happy right now..
but don't worry ya..
he more concern about me if compared to last time..
i understand your feeling when you saw me moody or sad for him...
please don't always think for me..
how about you???
i also hope you get a lovely girlfriend..
i wish you can lead your life happily..
i remember you ever told me
'if your bf is Luke, i will happy for you and I'll leave too because i know that he is the one who treat you with his most sincere heart, he prove his love to you in this 10years'
speechless when hear this..
by the way, don't think too much..
I'm happy that i can be your friend..
other thing just forget about it..
now i still in a relationship..
as you know, i love you so much..
so, please have a plan for yourself ok?
I'll be there for you too as you used do for me told me last time..
happy always ya..




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Baskin Robbins

Coffee and Choclate

Rum Raisin and Coconut

daddy promised will buy me a Niki shoe due to i always follow him to climb the stupid mountain..
after dinner, we went to leisure mall Niki outlet..
but the sale start 5th of July..
sigh!!!
no choice, i just can wait for it..
afterward, daddy said wanna treat us ice-cream..
no doubt, Baskin Robbins is the best choice..
due to leisure mall have no Hagen Daz..
i order Rum Raisin and my daddy order Coconut for the 2nd scoop..
i wanna order Mint Choc but sold out ady..sad nia..
walao..the Coconut is sugary..
i don like it at all..
anyways, i still enjoy my Rum Raisin..
after pay, my daddy spot his favorite ice cream, Coffee and Chocolate..
he bought another 2 scoops..
speechless..
i have a long long time didn't buy BR's ice-cream le..
thank daddy..
love you so much..




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Mini Skirt

siew mun's birthday party

me & Maxx

me and lao po

i love you so much..

yesterday went pavilion with my lao po..
shopping shopping shopping..
finally i get my zara's mini skirt..
plus grab some zara's tee..
wohoo~happy like hell..
spot a bag in AX..almost RM700..
i wanna own it..but i have no money..
sad nia..
gonna to say sayonara..
afterward, headed to siew mun's house..
we saw many secondary school's friend..
i have a thousand years never saw them..
due to i didn't their contact..
especially the chin lee yin..
wanna ask her come out yam cha also vy hard..
anyway, happy belated birthday to you ya..siew mun..



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Transformers

Optimus

Bumble Bee

Sexy Girl

He quite handsome..OMG!!!

finally i watch Transformers today..
i really very very happy..
JK darling do keep his promise and booked the ticket early..
thank darling..love you..
i really appreciate it very very much..
2hours and 40minutes for this movie..
but i never felt bored at all..
story line are great..
and i love the bumble bee especially when bee lao gai and crying..
it's cute...
after movie,off to pudu there have our dinner..
we have our curry choo cheong fun and fried chicken..
darling ate it for three days continuous..
muhaha..
i wonder why he won't be bored..
headed to darling's there after fetch Jack..
we chat a lot and read car magazine together..
i love this feeling very much..
afterward, dropped darling and his brother at Pudu bus stop..
they have to back penang and attend their sister's convo..
my convo also coming soon..
wohoo~
can't wait for it..yeah~~



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