What a Great Night

what a great night!!!!

it's quite a long time that we never sit down and have a conversation..

it's was great..

this is what I really want..

I just wish to happy and feel comfortable when hang out with my friends..

I don't like to let others to interrupt my mood as well..

hey guys, I appreciate you guys ^^

-The End-

Superficial

is it everyone in this world are shallow?

fat or slim, that's my problem..

If you don't like it, you may leave now..

I won't force you..

indeed, your word hurt my feeling..

you may find another girl with a perfect body shape..

I ain't the person who you really want..

-The End-

Cozy Life

had a movie session with you this two days..

'gu wah zai' is our best choice yet it's was our childhood movie..wohOoOOOO~

everything will be perfect when I be with you ^^

simple, nice, cozy and comfortable life I having right now..

dino darling, I love you..

-The End-

Ain't Perfect

I ain't slim like other do..

I ain't pretty like other girl do..

I ain't understanding or considerate like other do..

I ain't caring like other do..

I ain't girlish like other do..

I ain't obedient girlfriend like other do..

I ain't mature like other do..

I ain't sexy like other do..

I understand that, I just a childish, greedy and demanding girlfriend to you..

I have no confident to myself..that why I would like to treat you in special way to make sure I will not be forget by you..

you will never know that how I need sense of security and care from you..

but, I will try to improve myself to be more and more better..

I ain't a perfect person for you =(

-The End-

Weight, Muscle and Stronger

When you just can gain weight???
When you just can be FAT???
When you just can get the perfect body shape???
When you just can be more and more stronger???
When you just can be my muscle man???
When you just can get your result???
???When When When???

Please be stronger then you can give me sense of security and protect me as well..
I don't want you let my parents think that you couldn't protect me..

I don't hope you look down by them..
darling, please work hard..
not only for yourself but it's for me..
can you???

-The End-

Frustration

well, I do really feel frustrated and disappointed on myself for not score well in my IELTS paper..

end up, I have to retake this subject..TMD..

I hate this feeling til the max..

I ever told myself when I failed the first paper in TARC..

I should bear in mind the feeling when I fill the stupid yellow resit paper..

aiks~I hate it seriously..

it's time to work hard for my retake paper..

must score 6.5..gambateh ya..

practice makes perfect..jia you^^

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Ain't Easy

see, Im the one who only in your eyes..

how I wish I could be the only one in your eyes in the rest of your life..

our love getting better..I wish I could get back those feeling..

I need passion in our love so seriously..

darling, you are so sweet..

but, I think I'm not the perfect one who can walk with you until the end of your life anymore..

yesh, last time, I wish I could marry you, get a baby for you..

now, I don't think I can be the best for you anymore..

I wish that I could travel around, experience something new, learn something new before settle down..

that's my dream..I will I could achieve it, so can you let me to realize it?

How I wish I could discuss with you seriously..

I do really love you, I afraid I will regret and put the blame on you in future if you do not let me realize it..

I know ain't easy to deal with if we be apart..and I have instinctive, we will break up..

sometime, I tried to talk with you but you will try to relief from this topic when we talk about it..

that's not a solution..when we just can have a talk?

I need a talk badly..who can I talk with?anyone?

-The End-

Goin to Distance

just finished going to distance with him..

it's really makes me realized that it's not easy to deal with a long distance relationship..

it's might need a lots of belief between both of us..

feeling is fragile, distance is a cruel fact to us..

I really have no idea with it..

darling, let's work hard with it..

*happy22monthstogether*

-The End-

Drag-ing

I should appreciate what I having right now..

brain ar brain..stop to drag me to the past..

I don't want to think about it anymore..

how I wish I could remove all the photo memories which keep appear in FB..

aiks~when I saw those picture, it's make me sibeh pek cek..

*FML & TMD*

-The End-

Passion Lost

Actually I don't know what happen to me..
I just know something goes wrong..
is it can solve again?
I don't know why..
Last time, I can feel you when you're not around me..
now, I couldn't..
Maybe I lose the passion in love..
I hate this feeling..
for me, love should come with care, concern, belief, tolerance, passion and romance..
I'm sorry..I guess I need some time to adjust myself..

-The End-

I could

I started believe..

the one who you love may not the one who suitable you..

the one who suitable you may not the one who you love..

the one who closest may not the one who most suitable and may hold you til the end of your life..

I know that is hard to get someone who love me and know me well..

I start tired on all those thing..I guess I may not a person who suitable stay in love..

Last time, I love freedom more than everything..

Now, I thought I could find someone who can hava a stable life with me..

but, everything seem like too hard for me..

anyone can rescue me from this kind of situation?

-The End-

A Sense Needed

I know he tried to give all the best things in the world for me..
and me too as well..
but, my brain just used to under control by those darn past memories..
aiks~I know it's unfair to you but I just couldn't control myself ..
stop it, please~it's totally make me mad and collapse sometime..
I think I need more sense of security =(

-The End-

I-City

Finally I get some pichas in I-city..

Mission accomplish^^

-The End-

Visit to Historical Place

911, Hari Raya

as usual, our gang decided to have some fun..

melacca is the best choice, historical place^^

three of us
K-ren and me
on d way
10.30 arrived our destination, jonker street

Maaaa-laaaaa-caaaaa

still early^^

I love this^^

bat gu with those crab

the weather is killing me, luckily i got my umbrella =)

sexy back :S

wohOoOooOO~

while waiting for GCY

zann

K-ren

Yanny

Shine

Teng

Me

Maxx

Kenny

No doubt, chicken rice ball is a MUST^^

I love breast meat^^

Tauge

K-ren

Bro and me

we have a lots topic LOL

zann zann and meTeng and me

Tracy and me

The most decilious cendol in the world which located beside the public toilet in Jonker Street

I love this

Sunset

really have a lotsa fun with my gang..

have to thank to kenny and shine for help us queue for those nice food..

thanks ya^^

A day we eat from morning till night..

and we sweating, sticky and eat whole day..aiks~gain weight ady T_______T

Dim Sum > Green Tea Latte > Chicken Rice Balls > Cendol > Layer Cake > Satay Celup (137 sticks) =="

I guess pictures tell thousand words already..hahahhahhahhaha..

-The End-