7th and 8th Without You

The 7th day without you,

luckily I went out with jo and her friend..

at least, I wouldn't get bored for just online 24hours.

yesterday I lao gai because I wait him for long time.

but, we just talk awhile.

okay, I should be more considerate.

8th day, sunday.

I still remembered I depart on last Sunday morning.

woo, I came here for 8days already but I do nothing in these 8days.

I rather spend my time with my family, my boy and my friends.

I regret now, today I keep thinking I might off to UK for 3months to complete my degree if I insist continue my degree in TARC.

and now, I waste a lots of time and money and I get nothing.

I'm guilty. I blame myself why I always did a wrong decision.

and I know there have no way for me to make a U-turn or what.

well, I just can keep going and complete my degree and working.

I don't know who can I talk with?

I need a listener.

-The End-

6th Day Without You- 增长

当年龄随着增长..

理想,梦想也变得不一样..

会不会是人长大了..

变得现实了.

明白这世界其实真的有很多做不到的事..

才会开始放弃心里的那些不实际的念头..

其实,世界上有很多东西是改变不了的..

不是每件事都能如愿以偿..

所以...我们应该选择改變自己

是这样吗..?

虽然说我们都有自己的坚持

希望自己的生活会更好

但不是每件事都是能如愿以尝..

每天努力的扮演着不同的角色..

有时真的会累..

我们似乎总在错过……

错过简单快乐的生活……

最后当你失去时，

你才发现，

原来那其实正是你想要的。

一个人的快乐，不是因为他拥有的多，而是因为他计较的少。

-The End-

5th Day Without You

原来少了你的日子是那么煎熬，

你从不知道我有多想你。

以前，

任性的我总爱斗气和你冷战。

亲爱的，我好想你。

没有你的日子，我很寂寞。

-The End-

4th Day Without You

I miss my family, I miss Malaysia..

and I miss my Jk darling..

-The End-

3rd Day Without You

I miss this guy badly..

miss his warm hand, warm chest and everything he did for me before..

-The End-

2nd Day Without You

second day, I feel much more better than yesterday.

at least, I wouldn't cry like a baby like yesterday.

but still miss my love, my family and friends.

today, i get my simcard in melbourne and opened a bank account.

at least, I done this two things.

now, I wanna try to get a BB and find a place to move.

-The End-

1st day without you

I ever thought I'm a tough girl..

but, now I know that I'm wrong..

the day without my darling, my family and my friends.

it's suffer and killing me as well.

and I'm crying like now..

I miss you darling..

I miss the day always protect by you without worry anything.

I miss the warm hand when you hold my hand.

I miss everything.

I miss my family.

I miss my daddy, mummy, sister and broter.

I miss my gang.

I miss zann, gene, yanny, teng, tracy, sean and so on.

-The End-

迷惑

那种莫名的距离感，让我迷惑。

我害怕，基于我的自卑。

-The End-