I Know That I Should Be More Independent

without make up
tried to smile

do revision whole evening for sure..

but there have a bunch of shit thing need to study..

damn it..

hate exam..

hate textbook..

still have numerous chapter have to go..

oh gosh..

kill me please...

exam is a nightmare for me..

today, i very miss you..

under stress for whole day..

try my best to let myself get rid of tension..

i fail to do it..

tried my best to smile..

but the picture was fake..

hate myself..

i really need your accompany..

at least, give me some support or encouragement..

i know you can't accompany me due to you're enjoying your Langkawi trip..

so, i didn't ask for anything from you..

Jas Low, you should be more independent and tough..

don't rely on man too much..

if you think you can, you can..

i wish i can do it..

just now, i ask you about the sales report..

i thought you'll tell me automatically..

so, i'm keep waiting for your answer..

in fact, will you tell me automatically if i didn't ask?

my heart f*cking pain after heard the answer..

quite disappointed..

never mind..

maybe is my problem..

-The End-