Arguement

damn it..we argue again!!!

finally i contact him in evening..

he didn't pick up my call due to he was playing futsal..

actually i can guess that he'll go play futsal..

we didn't contact each other exceed 30hours..

damn it..

the feeling are coming back again..

a feeling that i break with someone that i do really love..

it's torn my heart and make me can't breathe well..

actually i knew what you angry..

but, you have no qualified to angry me because you did it before..

and not only one time is few times..

now you knew what my feeling after i hear it..

it's was horrible and sux..

i thought that i can pretend nothing happen but actually not..

i just a human being and i'm not the person who are generous..

don't expect that i can accept all the thing you did..

beside that, i knew that you feel annoyed when i ask about sales..

isn't my fault again???isn't that concern you also is a fault???

i just concern about you and your health..

if i didn't ask about this question one day, i think it's time that i don't want care about you anymore..

you don't know how hurt when i hear you said that 'i don like you ask about this'..

my heart was broken when hear it..

my tears was lose control after it..

you said that you love me..

actually the person you love is yourself..

start from now, i'll learn to love myself more than evryone..

hope i can do it..gambateh ya..

*happy 4months and 3days together*

-The End-