Our Siao Kia aka Captain

sigh~
our siao kia leave us already..
he oversea to japan for further study..
why why why?
all my best friend are leaving me..
he is the first guy who i know in DPR..
he got me a bad image when i know you..
a guy with the stupid pink colour spec..
gosh~so 'niang'..
but i forget when we start more closer and closer..
assignment?
you start fetch me go lrt station?
aiyo..cincai la..can't recall back..who care about this?
hmm..
by the way, i freaking bu she de you..
i believe all dear gang member also..
freaking miss those time that we
attend our classes,
rush assignment,
having our meal while break or after class,
sing k,
skip class for movie,
hang around,
yam cha,
and bla bla bla..
too many memories already..
you used to play clown role in our gang..
there will lost a lots of fun without you..
good luck ya, our siao kia..
wish you luck in your future ya..
don't miss me too much..
i don't want sneezing everyday..LOL..
remember date me when you are back..
and invite me attend your wedding party if you getting marry..






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原谅

原谅是什么？
原谅一个人并不是件简单的事。


原谅包含了接纳，放下和忘记。
有些事，不是说放下就能放下的。


仲然，
时间久了，事情淡了，
被伤过的伤口依然还会隐隐作痛。


我选择原谅，
因为我在乎，我不舍得和不甘心。


原谅，
只不过是个让我能够继续关心你的一个借口。


你从不知道，
我用了多久的时间，多大的勇气去接受你给我的伤害，
然后，慢慢放下及渐渐忘记这一切。


这些年来，我反复不停地问自己，
是否我不够好？


有时候，我真的好想问你，
爱我，为何伤害我？


其实，我可以爱得很傻，
是你亲手把这一切给结束。


别忘了，当初是你放开了我的手，
放了，请不要回头。
我不允许 ‘分手’ 这两个字沾污我的爱情。


我已放下这一切，也学会原谅。
希望你也一样。

健，谢谢你曾经给我的温柔，浪漫和回忆。

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Xiao Bai

xiao bai showering

snow wash

wohoo~
finally xiao bai come KL..
welcome to KL, xiao bai..
i will treat you nicely as my xiao hong..
i believe my darling also will sayang you more than me..
jealous jealous..wahahahaha..




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Mum's Love

mummy

pain pain

i love you

she is my leng leng mummy..
i was touching while she apply the medicine for me..
thx mummy..
i love you so so much..
you are the best mummy for me..
love you..




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Red Boxer

i found this in pavilion on Sunday..
a new shop, cotton on body..
i think is Australia brand..haha..
lolx..girl's boxer..
my darling have a same colour and same pattern as it..
if i buy it, will be couple boxer..
somemore is my favourite colour, RED..
Oh My God~
so, should i buy it?





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Fell Down

bruise

can see my bruise?

17th of September..
i fell down from staircase at home..
silly's me..LOL..
i felt dizzy in morning..
but who know?
i fell down from staircase but still have to drive to college for attend the stupid class..
somemore is driving..my mood was fucking down on that day..
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i msg my darling, but he teasing on me..sad nia..
by the way, i think is my msg make him misunderstand..
i need your concern..
i need your care..
i need your love..
i know I'm greedy, but i just need you..blek..
between, i get many bruise on my leg..
pity my leg..






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300days

Darling, happy 300days together..
wohoo~
i love you..
start miss you already..
muackzzzzzzzzzzzzz..lolx..




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Conversation

JR and Jas stupid conversation..
Topic: Love gua??!!
Date: 12.09.2009
Venue: KLIA McD
Time: around 10pm gua


Jas: JR Leong, are you willing Mun Yi?
JR: i have no choice because we could not change for each other..we are selfish and greedy, we wish each other changed..in the end, we are hurt each other and lost ourselves..yong yong, you are so 'hang fuk', you know?at least, Jk Tan changed for you..
Jas: because he loves me ma..you will changed for someone if you really love him/her..if you cant make it, that means you are not love him/her enough..
JR: yaya..maybe gua..i love her so so much, but i love freedom more than everyone..you know my pattern de la..i can't change myself..she could not accpet this kind of me, then mai shuin loh..what can do?love can't force de leh..
Jas: you are right..i afraid you will regret in future..just promise me no regret..
JR: don worry me la..how about you and JK Tan?ok ma?
Jas: okok loh..so far so good..i realise that i don't like simple life..cham liao la..how?
JR: i don't think so..you just need some romantic only..girl always like that de la..just he could not gave romance for you like Ken do..ask him try to do something romance la..he wil do if he loves you..
Jas: i know he got tried his best to gave the best to me..but he very stupid sometimes..
JR: you should tell him ma..this is him loh..you tried to accept la..
Jas: i got la..if not, won't tahan untill now loh..sometime, i just need him listen to my compliant only..my love is sharing..i wish i can share all my thing with him, he also..
JR: ng ngam mai break up loh..
Jas: MCB, i won't..i love him so much, i wont give up simply..
JR: i know you can't de la..i think you need a long long time to heal your pain if really break this time because i never saw you love someone like this before..even ken, you also won't cry while both of you 'cold war'..
Jas: of course la..that time, i got you guys accompany me siao ma..now different leh, you all oversea liao..leave me alone over here..sigh..
JR: NO, because you have no confident on yourself, right?
Jas: ya loh..i really have no confident on myself and love anymore..i really very scare liao leh..i don't want get hurt anymore..last time i put 100% effort, what i get is 0%..
JR: ya, i can understand it..but, i think he is really love you because he changed a lots for you..it's hard for a guy to do this, you know?
Jas: yaya..he treat me very nice sometimes..mun yi also treat you very nice, she just don't like you beer only..you can try to reduce de ma..
JR: too bad..i can't make it because i got you this friend..always ask ppl drink drink drink..
Jas: damn you..no wonder mun yi don want you..
JR: she also gonna off to Australia la..it's hard for us to maintain long distance relationship..
Jas: i also worry about these..i wanna oversea next year but i know he will unhappy with this..
JR: listen to me, you better don't go for two years ..you need ppl care, listen to you when you are unhappy..you must will beh tahan de..one year still ok la..plus, i think you will regret in future..
Jas: wah~you really know me very well woh..what i also don scare of, i just scare will regret..i tried before, that feeling is fucking sux..
JR: that why i ask you better don't..stay more one year to build up a strong foundation for your realtionship..
Jas: you're right..actually i not willing also, i very serious in this time..
JR: blind also can felt it..
Jas: but now i have no freedom la..i will be crazy soon if i be cinderella again..i really beh tahan..
JR: aiyo..just one year only ma..tahan la..he will support you de..i think..
Jas: i hope so..sometime he was busy, makes me felt paiseh for distrubing him..and he also got his friend, donno what to do when i was bored..
JR: halo, he is your bf la..why paiseh?just tell him frankly..you need ppl listen to you la..stupid..
Jas: sigh..i donno why i can't express it out all my feeling front of him..
JR: because you scare he will think you are not independent loh..you should forget about it..
Jas: how can forget?if can, i forget long time ago..it's torturing me, u noe?
JR: tell him la..
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lolx..i just remember this only..
others i cant recall back..sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
never mind..thanks JR..




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Dude JR

Dude JR off to UK yesterday..
all my gang's member oversea for further study..
i was crying like a baby yesterday in KLIA..
oh my god..my image!!!
i could strongly felt that Mun Yi still love JR..
she told me that she afraid that she couldn't deal a long distance relationship..
this is one of the reason she ended up this relationship..
when i saw JR and Mun Yi were not willing each other..
my heart was..............
unexplainable..
thanks for you changed my mind..
you really know me very well..
our conversation will be upload to my blog..
your advice should bear in mind..
lolx..JR, wish you happy always..
come back when get holidays..
sui yan, send me picture once you online..
misssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..




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习惯

在我的爱情字典里，是没有[ 习惯 ]这个字眼。
对我而言，喜欢就是喜欢，爱就是爱。


我不允许两个人有[ 习惯 ]的存在，
一旦[ 习惯 ]了，那已不是爱了，


这样的爱情，我宁可不要，
因为我很贪心，我追求的是爱情。


如果有了[ 习惯 ]，请让我知道，
尽管我有多么地爱你，在乎你，我也会自动离开。


不会做出无理取闹的要求，
也不会挽留或约束。


无理取闹，
只会让结局更难堪。





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090909

cheese ball

奶绿

三丝凉面

oat toast

our meal of 090909

i had a memorable 090909..
get a message from him..
'Baby. now is 090909 09.09am. I love you. wish us forever fine.'
lolx..what a sweet msg from him..
i show off to my lao po..blekkkkkkkkkkkkk
date my lovely lao po, April in afternoon for lunch..
she asked me where will gonna enjoy our lunch???
i suggest a place which both of us wanna go for long long time ago..
that is 'yong gong' at Pudu..
what a memorable cafe for us!!!
we get used to having our lunch over there if we got tuition in evening after school..
wohoo~exciting and happy..
went her house after shower..
waiting for Joonkie come and fetched us..
he was sooooooooooo late..
luckily I'm not hungry..if not, i sure will complaint..lolx..
like a kid..i admit..
well, congratulation to you..Ang Joonkie..
finally you did it..he started his relationship 090909..
what a meaningful day!!!
wish you and Cheng Yan will sweet sweet forever..
you are a super '24 hao' bf..
i was touching when you told me that you have to train himself how to shopping..
because you have to accompany your gf shopping next time..
walao yeh~
how come got this kind of guys in this world???
off to nichii choose some dress for his gf..
4.30 something headed to bangsar fetched his gf..
first time meet his gf..
woo~gan jiong, gan jiong..
welcome you join our gang..lolx..
his gf quite friendly and kind..

backed to nichii again for hunt the dress for her..
she was sooooooooooooo skinny..
there have many dress are not suitable..
OMGGGGGGGGGGG..
i totally have no idea..
then hunt and hunt again..
hmm..finally i choose a dress for her..
quite elegant..haha..hope you will like it..

after that, headed to GK find my lovely darling have my dinner..
090909, what a meaningful day for couple!!!
of course i wanna spend my precious time with someone special for me..
ordered a fried rice, 'kam xiong lala' and 'giong chong fish'..
well, we had a satisfied dinner for sure.
i just don't like the lala..and he don't like fish..but we like the fried rice woh..haha..
we just ate fried rice with dishes that we like only..
what a funny couple!!!
after that, we chit chat in the car..
i miss the moment in the car..
sit in the car, listen to our song, share our opinion with each other..
as i always said, my love is sharing my everything with someone special for me..
don't know..maybe he need someone know him well only..




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My Favourite Movie- Final Destination

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One of my favourite movie- Final Destination..
i remember my daddy accompany me went for this movie when 2000..
3years for one series..
well, now already is Final Destination 4..
but it's was not as nice as 1, 2 and 3..
sighhhhhh~ i'm purposely watched 3D with my darling..
end up, i get a sux ending..[GOSH!!!!!!!!!]
the ending was kinda let me disappointed ..
i'm sorry to said about that..
anyway, this is my comment about this movie..





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