JR and Jas stupid conversation..
Topic: Love gua??!!
Date: 12.09.2009
Venue: KLIA McD
Time: around 10pm gua
Jas: JR Leong, are you willing Mun Yi?
JR: i have no choice because we could not change for each other..we are selfish and greedy, we wish each other changed..in the end, we are hurt each other and lost ourselves..yong yong, you are so 'hang fuk', you know?at least, Jk Tan changed for you..
Jas: because he loves me ma..you will changed for someone if you really love him/her..if you cant make it, that means you are not love him/her enough..
JR: yaya..maybe gua..i love her so so much, but i love freedom more than everyone..you know my pattern de la..i can't change myself..she could not accpet this kind of me, then mai shuin loh..what can do?love can't force de leh..
Jas: you are right..i afraid you will regret in future..just promise me no regret..
JR: don worry me la..how about you and JK Tan?ok ma?
Jas: okok loh..so far so good..i realise that i don't like simple life..cham liao la..how?
JR: i don't think so..you just need some romantic only..girl always like that de la..just he could not gave romance for you like Ken do..ask him try to do something romance la..he wil do if he loves you..
Jas: i know he got tried his best to gave the best to me..but he very stupid sometimes..
JR: you should tell him ma..this is him loh..you tried to accept la..
Jas: i got la..if not, won't tahan untill now loh..sometime, i just need him listen to my compliant only..my love is sharing..i wish i can share all my thing with him, he also..
JR: ng ngam mai break up loh..
Jas: MCB, i won't..i love him so much, i wont give up simply..
JR: i know you can't de la..i think you need a long long time to heal your pain if really break this time because i never saw you love someone like this before..even ken, you also won't cry while both of you 'cold war'..
Jas: of course la..that time, i got you guys accompany me siao ma..now different leh, you all oversea liao..leave me alone over here..sigh..
JR: NO, because you have no confident on yourself, right?
Jas: ya loh..i really have no confident on myself and love anymore..i really very scare liao leh..i don't want get hurt anymore..last time i put 100% effort, what i get is 0%..
JR: ya, i can understand it..but, i think he is really love you because he changed a lots for you..it's hard for a guy to do this, you know?
Jas: yaya..he treat me very nice sometimes..mun yi also treat you very nice, she just don't like you beer only..you can try to reduce de ma..
JR: too bad..i can't make it because i got you this friend..always ask ppl drink drink drink..
Jas: damn you..no wonder mun yi don want you..
JR: she also gonna off to Australia la..it's hard for us to maintain long distance relationship..
Jas: i also worry about these..i wanna oversea next year but i know he will unhappy with this..
JR: listen to me, you better don't go for two years ..you need ppl care, listen to you when you are unhappy..you must will beh tahan de..one year still ok la..plus, i think you will regret in future..
Jas: wah~you really know me very well woh..what i also don scare of, i just scare will regret..i tried before, that feeling is fucking sux..
JR: that why i ask you better don't..stay more one year to build up a strong foundation for your realtionship..
Jas: you're right..actually i not willing also, i very serious in this time..
JR: blind also can felt it..
Jas: but now i have no freedom la..i will be crazy soon if i be cinderella again..i really beh tahan..
JR: aiyo..just one year only ma..tahan la..he will support you de..i think..
Jas: i hope so..sometime he was busy, makes me felt paiseh for distrubing him..and he also got his friend, donno what to do when i was bored..
JR: halo, he is your bf la..why paiseh?just tell him frankly..you need ppl listen to you la..stupid..
Jas: sigh..i donno why i can't express it out all my feeling front of him..
JR: because you scare he will think you are not independent loh..you should forget about it..
Jas: how can forget?if can, i forget long time ago..it's torturing me, u noe?
JR: tell him la..
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lolx..i just remember this only..
others i cant recall back..sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
never mind..thanks JR..
-The End-
Monday, September 14, 2009
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YO Jas! i jus kinda saw ur blogspot's site from ur FB's photo. So i decided to take a look here =P
ReplyDeletewell, I tried to gave out a 120% of effort & love, and i got bac 120%------ of 'care less'. that was before though, and it doesn't felt good at all u_u
luckily i met Yan(my gf) now, she's a really nice girl.. and i'm still trying to boost up more than 120% of effort to love her.
I believe, we should always try our best to love.. the courage have to be there, then only the result could be fruitful ^^
well, all the best for u & me!!! =D
-Jk-