Shivering

I should not give a fuck on his hp.

out of nowhere why will I jealous when he call another girl 'baby' even though the girl is his girl's friend.

maybe its normal for him because I also will call my friend as dear too.

I stay calm, pretend like nothing happen.

In fact, my heart is bleeding.

my heart was shivering, I don't know what can I do at that moment.

I told myself that I left seven weeks.

I should do everything to fix our relationship, our love.

pull the stupid ego aside even it's hard for me.

pretend nothing happen doesn't mean that I don't love him anymore.

so sorry about that, I'm not generous at all.

we were not happy today because I guess my tone towards on him was cold.

but, he never give a fuck on it, let's clap.

actually, I'm a person who soft-hearted.

I need a bf who care me, concern me, and love me.

the problem is you never ask or give a damn on it.

What can I said? I think nothing better than 'well done'.

maybe the feeling fading?maybe we were not lovely like previous?

I felt like losing you.

I rather you told me something that hurt me instead of I waiting for your answer.

you should know, my time is precious.

of course, you may dump me if you do want.

otherwise, please appreciate me, hold me tight as you can.

I just want us to be happy, I want us to be lovely couple in these only seven weeks.

This is what can I do for you, the only thing. me guess.

-The End-

Something Inside

Everyone thought we are a lovely couple include myself.

how were we did?what should we do for fix it well?

I know you do want a long term relationship and I'm so sorry about that.

I got no confident to maintain it.

I hate argue, I afraid of quarrel.

why you do not know me well or try a little hard to understand me with your heart?

Seven weeks left.

as I always said, nobody can predict what will happen in the next second.

therefore, I try my best to play a girlfriend's role in this seven weeks.

I want to be with you in this only seven weeks we have.

I want to go somewhere with you that I wish to go, eat something with you that I wanna craving, playing around with you. Yes, only you.

I hope we can appreciate the time we left.

your promise in my head still, obviously your action tell me different story.

you know, I hate those people who broke promise like they never care and you did it again and again.

and you will never know the scar you left in my heart =(

and yes, I lose the game.

I'm loser =(

-The End-

泪

我....想去没有泪水的地方

-The End-

I will

yeah, we are back..

thank for you loving me..

and I will try to change myself..

give me some time..I believe that I can do it..

-The End-

Dead Man

Now I just like a dead man without soul..

I can't ever breathe well as I always did..

something will end soon..maybe real soon, who knows?

LOVE is not looking the perfect one but looking for someone who suitable..

LOVE is fragile, I couldn't hold it whenever I want..

everything doesn't go in the right track..

I couldn't feel myself..

How great if I'm a numb?

-The End-