Shivering

I should not give a fuck on his hp.

out of nowhere why will I jealous when he call another girl 'baby' even though the girl is his girl's friend.

maybe its normal for him because I also will call my friend as dear too.

I stay calm, pretend like nothing happen.

In fact, my heart is bleeding.

my heart was shivering, I don't know what can I do at that moment.

I told myself that I left seven weeks.

I should do everything to fix our relationship, our love.

pull the stupid ego aside even it's hard for me.

pretend nothing happen doesn't mean that I don't love him anymore.

so sorry about that, I'm not generous at all.

we were not happy today because I guess my tone towards on him was cold.

but, he never give a fuck on it, let's clap.

actually, I'm a person who soft-hearted.

I need a bf who care me, concern me, and love me.

the problem is you never ask or give a damn on it.

What can I said? I think nothing better than 'well done'.

maybe the feeling fading?maybe we were not lovely like previous?

I felt like losing you.

I rather you told me something that hurt me instead of I waiting for your answer.

you should know, my time is precious.

of course, you may dump me if you do want.

otherwise, please appreciate me, hold me tight as you can.

I just want us to be happy, I want us to be lovely couple in these only seven weeks.

This is what can I do for you, the only thing. me guess.

-The End-