29th- The 11th Day

my favourite fish
dinner time
you're so so CUTE

my favourite- Wine

today, i keep call people accompany me go Time Square..

because i wish to buy shoe and bag..

i ask few people but didn't get a good responese from them..

then, JR suddenly call me..

ask me accompany him go Leisure Mall..

then i said 'ON, but you need to accompany me go Time Square'

he answer 'NO PROBLEM'..

after that, faster prepare myself..

i wear spec when hang out due to without make up..

but JR keep call me take it off, very geli..

damn you..no choice, just can take it off..

today, he praise me 'you're quite leng without make up, very nature..'

thank for your praise ya..

we go 'mian dui mian' have breakfast..

but i didn't order because not used to have breakfast in morning..

afterward, we go Leisure Mall's Giant buy the material that he want to make jelly...

walao..you're change after couple with Eleven..

last time, you're never do this kind of thing to me..

envy neh!!!

maybe we're not couple that time..

is complicated..haha^^

so you didn't make it for me..

i want it when my next birthday..

haha..

we headed to Time Square after buying those stuff..

firstly, we go 4th floor and see that shoe..

luckily, stil have stock..

pay it after try..that shoe is quite cheap..

just RM29.90..

JR said 'not need buy too expensive if just go college'

you're right..that why i buy cheap cheap de..

next target- Converse..

i'll buy it when i get my salary..

but i haven't meet my favourite Converse's shoe..

shoe ar shoe!!!don't hide anymore..faster come out la..

after that, go Sg Wang buy that bag..

don't why i very like that bag..

maybe the size very suitable me..

quite big..yeah!!!finally get it..

finish buying our stuff then JR need go Eleven's house..

and i also got date with my lovely Lao Po, April..

back Leisure Mall again because we go wong kok have our lunch..

Lao Po stil find parking while i arrive..

so i go washroom..

walao..i meet Wai Hong outside washroom..

we are lost contact long long time ago..

after something happen between us..

actually, still got a bit bit embarrass when meet you..

by the way, now we are friend..

just hope our friendship can like previous..

after that, go wong kok meet Lao Po..

haha..

i tell her that i like the ELLE's watch when first sight..

RM250..quite affordable..not expensive..

at least, cheaper than our ODM's watch..

she keep call me 'consider wisely'

don't worry..

i know how to manage my finance..

but now need to save money first..

SAVE PLAN starting..

i just can use RM5 per day..

so, just can have my meal at TBR without drink..

start from today, i'll bring more water to go college..

haha^^

we have a lots of fun while we chating..

unfortunately, didn't take any picture with you and JR due to my hp low battery..

just left 5%..sigh!!!forget to charge yesterday..

we discuss about our new year eve plan..

i want party but no people want to organised..so, forget about it..

i wish to go steamboat because i don't want go place where full of crowd..

i HATE HOT and SWEATING..

hmm..if steamboat, don't know where to go???

Yulek???Yuan???

5pm, we are going back..

because need go seremban have a dinner with my relative..

but the main reason is visit my grandmum(Wai Po)..

when i saw her, i can't deny that her face was pale..

heart painful when saw it..

after that, i keep chat with my grandmum and try to act like a child..

because i'm a children in her's heart..

she tell me about the whole process while acupuncture..

i can feel the painful and suffer while she telling me..

and she also feel graceful because still can having a dinner with all of us..

very sad and moody after hear it..

i was cry without control..i know that i'm useless..

but just for a while..

my grandmum thought me get flu..

when she turn back, she saw me with the crying face then she keep comfort me..

she said 'don't cry, Wai Po is ok now'

afterward, i go toilet and cry it out..

my heart are f*cking pain when hear it..

Wai Po, i know that i'm not the grandchild who very filial..

but i really will try my best to be your filial's grandchild..

Wai Po, i really love you very very much..

i know you're the people who most care me in this world beside my parents and grandpa..

we having our dinner around 7pm something..

walao..

they have order too many dish..

but the result is we're finish it finally..

luckily got Hong, Meng and my brothers..

if not, waste food..

after that, send Wai Po back home..

and we watch DVD at there awhile..

although that movie is an old movie but very nice..

because i saw Andy Lau's take off his cloth and just left his underwear..

the movie's name i forget already..

hehe^^

today, we didn't contact oftenly due to both of us also quite busy accompany family..

but have a lots funny thing happen..

1st, is my dinosour tell me that he trim his hair..

i really wish to meet you now because i want to be the first who laugh you..

when i imagine that, i really beh tahan...

JK Tan, faster come back and let me see see your hair..

kaka..

2nd, i send a msg which let you stunt awhile..

what i can say is you're so so stupid..baka..

3rd, is the underwear you buy..

when u describe to me..i really laugh untill siao..

really can't believe it..

now, 2.26am..

i miss you again..

actually, i have a lots of thing want to tell you..

i really very need you today..

because i really need you and miss you..

do you know that i really wish can hug and comfort by you while i cry???

do you know how much that i need you at that moment???

when you ask me 'have you miss me today?'

i just answer you with 'emm'

i answer like this way doesn't mean i'm not miss you..

in fact, i thought you'll know it and can feel it..

JK Tan, enjoy our love with your heart not the word from mouth..

sometimes, those word from mouth are lie..

but the feeling from heart are most pure, real and substantial..

-The End-