who will care my feeling?

assignment again..
sigh!!!
but this assignment i cant help much because i really don't know how to do it..
i'm feel sorry and guilty to my group member..
anyway, thank for u all..
my dear..

after discussion,
off to darling's home..
i thought he sleep in room..
when i open the door,
saw him stand at balcony..
haha...
darling just finish bathing..
like a child..
keep huging me..
then he keep complaint to me..
'I'm hungry~~~~'
haha...
so cute..

after that, we watch drama 'Gem of Life'..
He watch episod20++..
but i still enjoy my episod 9..
i know that i damn slow..
when finish my episod 9, i go his bed and take a nap..
but keep kacau by him..
then we chating on bed..

I sit in balcony when his brother hang out..
but he vy angry when see it..
he say 'vy dangerous, you know???'
we have some arguement when balcony..
sigh...
after that, you ask me few question..
do u know that i'm afraid when u asking me???
i really afraid...i afraid that you want to break with me..
i don't hope this shit thing happen between us..
darling, please don't doubt my love..
it was hurt..

suddenly, i was thinking of u when i staring sky..
i very miss you...
i wish that i can share my hapiness and sadness with you..
i need u very much..
you are the one who vy vy care my feeling..
i can't found a listener and advicer as good as like you..
you are damn important to me..
Wong E-lyn,
i'm fucking tired to miss you..
our memories keep play in my brain...
but i knew it that i just can miss you..
don't worry..
maybe i need more time to accept all of this..

suddenly, JK Tan suddenly come and hug me..
then i thought that i can pretend nothing..
but he realize that i was unhappy..
izzit too obvious???
i was cry when i saying out all my feeling in my heart..
haiz..
i know that i'm useless...
i know that i'm not tough enough..
by the way,i hate to show my crying face front of others...
but i lose control...
don't know why..
damn embarrassing...

afterward, JK Tan keep comfort me and make me laugh..
darling..thank you...
i know you just hope me happy..
don't worry..
i will try my best to be more tough and brave..

after he showering, we go wangsa maju eat 'yong tau foo'..
yummy yummy^^
after eating, he back setapak and i back cheras..
that all for today..