Useless's Me

I'm sorry about that..
i felt bad and guilty when you treat me frigidly..
i admitted that is my fault and i never deny it..
i knew that i should not hang out with him..
but he was the one who always accompany me when i was down or moody..
i don't know that he will told me that kind of thing..
if i knew, i won't go out with him..i swear..
i don't know why that you wanna keep you feeling in your heart..
you can scold me or angry me..
please don't act like nothing..it's make me feel so..
don know how to describe my feeling right now..
i have a lots of question when we sms today..
darling, I'm stupid, i can't read your mind..
try to let me know your feeling next time okay?
please don't heal your mood yourself next time..
i understand that you are trying to avoid some argument between us..
you are so sweet, darling..i knew that you are try to protect our relationship..
i don't know what in your mind if you didn't told..
let me know once i did wrong..
actually, i would like to settle all the thing before we chat properly..
we have no secret between on each other, right?

and,

i hate that you have no confident on me..
it's fucking me down once i read your message..
now i only know there have no 100% between us..i mean trust..
i thought u will know me well..i hate my bf don't believe me..
there have no point if a couple lack of belief..
I'm such a useless girlfriend...
because i can't earn understanding and belief from you..
JAS LOW,

you are fucking useless

*Happy8monthsTogether*

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